IT ALWAYS SEEMS THAT JUST WHEN I THINK AND EVEN BELIEVE THAT WHEN THINGS START TO REALLY IMPROVE....I'M ALWAYS SLAPPED....KNOCKED BACK DOWN WITH A WHOLE BUNCH OF NO GOOD HOOLIGAN LOSERS! IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME....I CAN'T EVEN GO ON FACEBOOK....WITHOUT A BUNCH OF PUSSY SEEKING DESPERATE PIMPS OUT LOOKING FOR BITCHES ANYMORE! IT'S THAT HELLA DANGEROUS DESPERATE....OF A RATIO OF EVERY ONE WOMAN....TO EVERY DESPERATE DOZEN MEN....AND MOST OF THESE MEN ARE LOOKING FOR WIVES AND GIRLFRIENDS! IN WHICH I AM NOT ONE BIT INTERESTED IN ONE DAMNED BIT....DUE TO MY HEALTH AND MY PREMATURE AGING! I'M FEELING MORE LIKE AN ELDERLY WOMAN OF PAST ONE HUNDRED YEARS....THAN AGE 57 AS OF THIS WRITING....BECAUSE OF WHAT I'VE ENDURED WITHIN THESE PAST TEN PLUS YEARS AGO.....ESPECIALLY DURING THE PAST YEAR AND A HALF DURING THIS PANDEMIC ; DECEMBER 2020 TO NOW...LONG STORY....AND BECAUSE OF WHAT I'VE ENDURED....MY HEALTH HAS GONE FROM BAD TO WORSE....THAT I'VE BEEN SUFFERING FROM CHRONIC DEPRESSION...THAT SOMETIMES....I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT DOING THE UNTHINKABLE....AND JUST ENDING IT ALL....BUT...I FEEL THAT I HAVE SOME VERY IMPORTANT DESTINY TO FULFILL....SOME UNFINISHED BUSINESS TO REALLY TAKE CARE OF....BUT....THERE ARE STILL SOME OBSTICLES IN MY WAY....AND THESE OBSTICLES MUST BE DEALT WITH NO MATTER WHAT! THERE'S NOT ONE DAY HOW I'VE BEEN PRAYING TO GOD TO JUST TAKE ME AWAY....FROM ALL THIS INTO A MUCH BETTER PLACE....A MUCH BETTER ENVIRONMENT AWAY FROM ALL THIS BULLSHITTING NEGATIVITY....PERHAPS....IT'S JUST NOT MY TIME JUST YET....STILL....HOW I LONG TO GO ( BACK ) TO "MY TRUE HOME"...YET....STILL...I WAIT....YET...I MUST STAY STRONG....NO MATTER WHAT....I WILL ALWAYS HOLD ON TO HOPE AND MUCH BETTER DAYS AHEAD! AS FOR THESE DESPERATE MEN ON FACEBOOK.....MY TRUE CONVENT....AWAITS ME....FOR I WON'T BOW DOWN TO ANYONE....MAN NOR WPMAN....FOR I HAVE BEEN BROKEN ABUSED AND DEFILED BY GODLESS PEOPLE WITH NO SOUL WHAT-SO-EVER! AND YET....STILL I AWAIT FOR MY TRUE HOME COMING INTO THE PROMISED LAND....FOR I ALREADY KNOW THAT MY TIME IS DEFINITELY COMING SOON....BECAUSE I AM WORN OUT TIRED AND CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!🙏🙏🙏🙏💓💕💖💗💘🙏🙏🙏🙏
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SOMETIMES....I JUST DO NOT WANT TO GO ON LIVING.....BUT I MUST KEEP ON LIVING....NO MATTER WHAT!
IT ALWAYS SEEMS THAT JUST WHEN I THINK AND EVEN BELIEVE THAT WHEN THINGS START TO REALLY IMPROVE....I'M ALWAYS SLAPPED.......
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IT ALWAYS SEEMS THAT JUST WHEN I THINK AND EVEN BELIEVE THAT WHEN THINGS START TO REALLY IMPROVE....I'M ALWAYS SLAPPED.......
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Prayer for Revenge 😱💩 😱💩 😱💩 Santa Muerte, I Summon You, Santa Muerte, I Invoke You, to Give Me Justice, Justice Against My Enemies, ...